Friday, September 27, 2013

20 weeks


20 weeks.  Let's see. 

I was/am sick this week so that is always fun while pregnant.  Being unable to sleep has shown me that my Cookie is extremely active in the middle of the night.  Much more active at night than during the day.  My baby must have his/her days and nights mixed around. 

I think my lack of appetite this week has made my stomach not grow at all... which is a good thing I suppose.  My baby belly is slightly larger than I prefer.  I don't want to be a beached whale at the end of this. 

We can feel the baby from the outside now.  Baby is getting stronger and stronger.  Max always doubts when he feels it.  He says he always thinks its just his heartbeat or something making it pound but its the baby. 

I am enjoying having the bump there because it makes a nice resting place for the little kiddos butts.  I hold little kids all day long and my arms get tired so the bump makes a nice seat for them.  I'm sure Cookie doesn't completely approve but I'm mom so s/he's got to deal with it.

We have our ultrasound on Monday!  So excited to see this little baby.  We aren't finding out the sex remember so don't ask me.  I won't know anymore than you will.

Thursday, September 26, 2013

I heart books!

I am an avid reader.  Always have been.  I would have to say it is my favorite hobby.  My mind is one of those that just doesn't stop.  I'm always thinking of something and the only way to just shut everything off and take a break is to dive headfirst into a book. 

One problem with my love of reading is that I have no self control.  There is no way I can stop reading a book.  Most of the time I will read a book straight through or if it's a long one, it MIGHT take me 2 days.  Three at the most.  I read the Twilight series in 3 days.  I read the entire Harry Potter series in a week.  I read the Hunger Games while up at the cabin for a weekend.  You get the picture.  I especially try to stay away from series since they take up more of my time. 

Either way, I have many people asking me for book ideas to read or what I have recently read.  I go in spurts with my reading.  I try to stay away from my Kindle when I have stuff I need to do.  Then I'll miss it too much and pick it up and read, read, read. 

So this week, since I've been so sick and unable to do anything more than tend to the kids during the day and collapse on the couch once all the daycare kids have been picked up, I have read two books.  I won't lie... both I read straight through.

I prefer fiction over anything else and I tend to find period books.  If that isn't your style then you won't like what I read.  I'm just saying.

The first is called A Different Blue by Amy Harmon.  Let me tell you, this gal can write.  I read another of hers called Running Barefoot and it was honestly an instant favorite.  This one was no different.  I loved every bit of this book.  I plan on reading her other books and have already pre-ordered her next book Making Faces which comes out on October 20.  She will definitely be an author to watch for me.  I don't plan on doing a book review... not my style.  Here is the link to the amazon page for this book.  You can read the review from there.

Last night, in my misery, I read In the Field by Willow Aster.  Another good one.  Not quite as good as Harmon's books but still a good read.  I enjoyed it and would probably try another one out by the same author.  Again, here is the Amazon link.

I'll try to keep up with this.  I like to have a "back-up" of the books I've read.  I tend to own all the books I read because I often like to go back and re-read them or just read my favorite parts.  Hard to do when you don't own the book.  I am the biggest cheapo (next to my husband) and tried to harness in my one spending habit and went to the library.  It was great.  Free books and all I had to do was return them on time.  Problem was, I couldn't remember what books I had read and when I got a certain part of a book stuck in my  head or got the urge to re-read one, I didn't know the title or the author.  This was before that fancy new library program that keeps track of all the books you read.  There is one particular book that I would love to re-read and I have tried so many times to figure out what book it is but haven't had any luck so far.  It drives me nuts.  Needless to say, this is why I try to own all my books and why I enjoy a "back up".

 I search for freebies off the Amazon hot 100 free list.  Most of the time those are trashy romance novels but once in a while I find a good enough one.  One to get me by.  Only once have I found a very good read.  I don't remember which one that was.  Either way, both these books were $3.99.  I spend my "play money" on books.  I think it's worth every penny!  Cheap, smeap.  We all have our vices!

I remembered!  My good freebie book was The Midwife's Here by Linda Fairley.  It's a true story about how Linda started school for nursing and found her calling to become a midwife.  She is the longest standing midwife in Britain.  She's actually written a second book (uh oh, a series!) and I can't wait to read it!  Amazon link...

Friday, September 20, 2013

14 weeks through 19 weeks


I've had quite a few people mention comparisons between my weekly photos.  This was what was on my desktop.  Enjoy seeing a beer belly grow.

19 weeks


Oh my gosh.  This is my halfway point.  19 weeks is my halfway point.  I haven't made it to 40 weeks yet so this is my halfway point.  Holy crap.  How is this pregnancy half done already?  I'm not ready.  I'm not ready to be a mom of 3.  I will be, don't get me wrong, but I'm not ready right now.  This halfway business freaks me out. 

Next week is my ultrasound and I can't WAIT to see my baby.  I can't wait to see him/her moving around and see his/her little face and hands and feet.  To see that little heartbeat bomp, bomp, bomping and see the 4 chambers.  I can't wait to NOT see the sex of the baby.  Well, hopefully.  I'm always scared baby will be legs spread right when the doc puts the sonar thing on my belly and that would ruin it.  So far we have been lucky.  In my opinion, there just isn't anything like the moment where not only do you get to meet your baby for the first time but you also get to finally see if it's a boy or a girl.  I think it gives you a little extra push to help get through labor.  I plan on laboring naturally this time so I'm sure that will help keep me going.

This week has been relatively normal.  My hormones have been much more tamed down and a result my mood swings much more manageable.  I think everyone in the family appreciates that. 

Cookie is very active.  S/he is either doing nothing, or in high gear kicking and swirling around in there.  S/he better enjoy the room now because it will only get more crowded.  The little stubborn bugger though won't move when a hand in on my belly.  I'm pretty sure the kicks are strong enough to feel from the outside now but every time baby is in a kicking mood, the second I put my hand or Max's hand on my belly the baby stops.  S/he will not move at all until the hand is removed.  This could be 5 minutes or I have been still like that for 20.  Right when the hand moves though it's back to party time.

We knocked one big "to-do" off the list this week which lifts a big weight off my shoulders.  We still need to get a bunk bed and another twin mattress before Cookie comes.  Simon can't be sleeping in the crib with the baby now can he!  Dexter will get kicked out of his bed into the top bunk, Simon will get kicked out of his crib into the bottom bunk (well secured though with bed rails) and then baby will have the crib.  I'm not worried at all about how Dex will do on the top bunk.  He climbs the ladders on the swing set just fine.  I am worried at how Simon will do with the freedom to get on and off his bed.  Dex switched over like a champion at 18 months when I was 7 months pregnant with Simon.  Didn't even change his sleeping habits.  I hope it's the same for Simon.  How lucky can two parents get though?

Friday, September 13, 2013

Ridiculous

So last night we ended up having an impromptu birthday party for Max.  His mom came over and his sister Ken with her other half David and the kiddos.  They brought b-day cake for us all to enjoy.

Max and I got into a debate on whether the icing was whipped or not.  I don't like sugar frosting so I knew it wasn't that so I said it was whipped.  Max said it wasn't.  On the argument.  Not argument, that's not correct.  More like bickering.  Our bickering continued until my hormones couldn't take it and I said "who the heck cares".  Over freaking icing.  Max always has to win though.

Either way, I woke up to this:

I don't know where he got it but he found the missing label that clearly said "buttercream frosting". 

I text Max.

J: A. You are ridiculous.  B.  I guess neither of us were right since it's not whipped or sugar frosting.
M:  A. I know.  B.  I was not wrong, I said it was NOT whipped.
J: Remind me why I married you?
M: No need.

Oy vey.  I don't know what I'll do if my kiddos inherit this stubborn gene of Mr. Max!

18 weeks


This week has been better than last week.  My hormones have been much more manageable and my moods much more... predictable.  Poor Max.  We were talking about it the other night and even Max had to agree that I have been much more moody this time around.  Of course I had mood swings and hormone episodes when I was pregnant with Dexter and Simon but nothing compared to what this little baby is producing this time around.  If I didn't know any better I would say it was a girl in there causing all this havoc.  Only a girl causes so much drama :) 

I am starving all the time now.  I need to eat at least 4 times a day with a snack to keep my stomach from being in a constant growl mode.  This is a difficult task seeing as I take care of 5 kids aged 3 and under all day long.  I have to steal bites here and there without any of them knowing because heaven forbid any of them see me eating when they are not.  There is hell to pay when that happens.  I'm not digging the veggies and have been trying to eat fruit but since I don't like most fruit that is tough.  We go through a lot of apples and bananas right now.  Max bugs me all the time that I'm not eating enough vegetables.  I have to agree to a point but he eats like 2 pounds of veggies in a day and I'm not about to copy that.  Forget about it.

I can feel the baby rolling around in there now.  At first it was just the flutters, the little butterfly wings or bubbles.  Then it moved on to distinct kicks and little pops where baby was stretching or just moving around and now I can definitely feel rolling.  The baby won't kick or anything but when s/he changes position I can feel the roll of baby shifting.  It's nice to feel this constant reminder that Cookie is healthy and growing.  I know a lot of first time mom's don't even feel their little ones until now or even later.  I didn't feel Dexter for the first time until 18 weeks.

Slight insomnia has kicked in.  I have to remind myself that this is phase that I encountered with each of my pregnancies and it will go away.  Technically, normal people could function just fine of my amount of sleep I get every night but pregnant me (especially pregnant daycare provider me) needs much more sleep.  I got lucky one night and was able to fall asleep around 10 but now I'm so far behind on sleep I walk around with my eyes burning. 

We still haven't completely nailed down names yet.  We have the girl name, thank goodness and we have a pretty good pick for the boy but haven't finalized it.  I guess it just needs more time to brew.  Hopefully we can get it finalized within 2 weeks because my goal was to have the names picked out before my ultrasound which is a little over 2 weeks away. 

TWO WEEKS.  I am halfway done with this pregnancy already in TWO WEEKS.  Actually, if you average out my other pregnancies next week is more like the middle point for me.  I had Dex at 38 weeks 2 days and Simon at exactly 39 weeks.  This is the fastest pregnancy on planet earth.

FYI- my belly looks smaller this week because for once I didn't take the photo right after dinner.  Seriously, food makes my stomach ginormous.

Friday, September 6, 2013

17 weeks


We will sum this week up as a hormonal roller coaster.  My moods have been coming in crashing waves.  From high to low we have experienced them all and it is no fun.  No fun for the hubs, no fun for me and I'm sure no fun for the kids as my patience is gone much quicker.  I am not used to this.  I am a very level-headed person.  I don't know how some women are naturally like this.  How do they deal?  Yuck.  I want the old me back. 

The baby's kicks have gone from feeling like the little bubbles or butterfly wings to distinct kicks.  They are faint but they are there.  I love to think of Cookie's little legs stretching or lashing out in irritation when I'm bending over and making his/her space smaller.  I'm excited for those kicks to get stronger, at least enough so that Max can feel from the outside.  I think I can wait for the end when the baby is super strong and it hurts. 

Otherwise nothing new to report.  Hormones have taken over my brain and have turned me into someone with multiple personalities.  Watch what you say.  Watch what you do. The hormones are always listening and they are always watching.